人间音缘~~ ^^

哈哈， 刚刚过的人间音缘 校园歌唱比赛，是在怡保的精武馆举行的……
当天还蛮紧张， 毕竟我是第一次参加歌唱比赛。
而且当地的会场也很冷，弄得我还要上几次厕所。
那天，我们早上10时多就到达了。
在等候的当儿，我们在那边看看场地以及试听在舞台上的感觉到底是怎样的
不错吧？

虽然是包着去学习及开拓视野的我，对普级没包很大的希望。
还是觉得自己还没到达一定的水平。
哈哈……想起比赛前的练习~~
根本就是台下几天功，台上两分钟。。。
哇老~~真的很考台上进度及适应能力

这就是这一次的人间音缘 校园歌唱比赛 海报

ah feng , 珮嘉，国华~~ 他们都顺利普级了。
进了复赛圈。他们唱得很棒叻……
《残缺也是美》

台上的background....人很多叻

纪晶木及他的两个朋友，他们都是solo的。

可爱的一组：美珊及家豪

这就是我的组，璇韵及嘉薇
我们唱《心中的阳光》

UTAR aka 拉曼大学的参赛者在后台拍张和照。

这位参赛者竟然是中学生！！ 真想不到。

她也顺利进入复赛圈了

哈哈~
如果没错的话，还有很多照片我还没到手。
下次才上载了。。


^^

最近~

最近的我。。。
第四个星期了， 课也上了不少。可是我还在朦胧中~
可是这朦朦胧胧，并不是mentally的...
而是在课业上
刚过的第四个星期，我差不多每天都跑去西湖
忙着活动的东西，这个学期，我自己本身也为自己添加了不少活动。
好想 好想 好想 静下来开始自己的课业上的事物了。

recently , i have strong will to do something for buddhist society...
but thinking back of it... i have start planning my sem break activities d
i think i have planned quite a lot of it (i felt only)


七月， 二十一岁生日，月考/期考
八月，Mini Project , total 6 of them ...
(Basic MicroProcessor, Electronic Devices II, Digital Systems Design. )
九月，考试
十月， 行者培训营， 拉曼大专佛学营。
十一月~十二月， 大专静五
十二月， 大专静七。
2010 年，一月， 又再开学了。。。

人生总是充满抉择~
这个学期还是一定要以学业为主


最近，我学会了一样东西
那就是
Parallel Mind Thinking
that is inside ur mind , u can think rationally for more than one thing in ur head at one time
and those decision made by ur brain is 95% close to the wanted(agree by most ppl around) result
but, it is not easy, sometimes, u will gone abnormal.
就像走火入魔...
可是为了完成现有的事物，我还是必须试一试。

还有
multitask
doing more than one thing at one time , of cos the yield have to be good/perfect.

哈哈，讲了这么多，还是回来一句。
我还很想知道自己的能力能到达哪里？
my ability , my capability, my strength, my spirit, my patient, my speed
how far can i go ?
at this moment, what i can say is, there is no limit
just up to ur own
whether u want slow/fast ...

当自己察觉自己的能力不止只有这样呢。。
还是会继续去追寻， 人就是这样的。。。
智者 生存 ？？ 还是 适者生存？？
还是、

死者 会生存？？

好了， 话说回来。。。
这一个星期， 我一直都在练习唱歌。。。就为了要应付今天的
人
间
音
缘
歌唱比赛……
以及翘了一堂课去佛学会的AGM ……
回想起这一个星期……
还是觉得很累
因为每天都要赶到半夜三根， 第二天早上还要早早起床。

希望第五个星期，我能/可以开始注意在学业上多一点了。
第六个星期， UTAR Softskill department 还会派我去Klang ……
去看XXXX 的毕业典礼……
时间过得还快哦，
都在UTAR已经一年了, 还是有些东西还没……
但是学到很多， 毕竟吃了不少苦头还有不少的拒绝……
当然要有些精进啦……
年尾的时候，我觉得我将会精进得更多……

哈哈，每一天，我都不是前一天的我；
现在的我，不是刚才的我……
肉体上有些差异，心灵上有些差异， 精神上有些差异。。。

dah, skrg dah banyak cakap ni..
kena henti la... lain kali baru cakap banyak sikit ,
tapi, tgk kat blog kawan ku sana, dia ckp dia dah nak henti blog la,
kenape ni ? ku tak tau juga lah...
tapi bagi ku, blog hanya salah satu tempat utk bagi diri sendiri buat persembahan je..
persembahan pulak ni ?
alah... hanya ku yg tau, dan peminat/kawan ku yg tau je..
aiks, ku ade peminat ke ?
alah, cakap kosong ade la...
mana ku ade banyak peminat ...
haha!!

NEXT POST...
i will upload some pictures during the song singing competition ~~

"janai"(japanese)(再见)

^^
wish all the best happen to all of us ~~

mampui teruh~

this week 4, go going gone d ..
liao lean .. many things fall behind ..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

chase chase chase ... chase up u !!
need to chase up the step d ...
abo GG (die/good game)
this friday my 2nd sister go register with her "husband" pulak
i cant manage make it to go back ... how ?
Sunday still got singing Competition ...
if friday go back, saturday have to come back d
sunday go competition,

still yet ...reports ... assignments ... tests ... tutorials ...
wakao ...
liao lean...
bo pia kih sure die liao
every night also have to train my singing pulak ,
half way writing/doing/calculating/thinking reports,
half way nyanyi lagu-lagu
tapi bukan lagu "Negaraku"
but " Sunshine in the Heart"

xiao / siao / shiao / xhiao / chiao / cxiao / liao
oh myself ... speed up / empower / haste / DD / blood lust ...

argh~~~~~~~~

how XXXXXX am i ..

today... might be over excited or psycho...

i used staple to staple onto my left hand...
after staple only felt the paint that i caused...
den i immediately threw off the staple
few seconds later...
my hand has a small bleeding hole...
walau .. what am i doing ??
i think this is the second time i staple myself.

~~ siao liao ~~

stress ? frustrated ? pressure ?
of cos no...
just the frequency of myself gone mad.

i think i should take some rest d ...
overloaded ...

...

Lecturer's words

recently...
i was been scold by one lecturer...
dunno is scold or motivate.
every time he ask a question,
i answer him. but my answer slightly wrong or totally wrong.
the 1st time ...
i answered " FSM "
he replied " FSM !? My Ass, Man.."
i totally stunned. what kinda....
2nd time in same day
i answered not precisely.
he periled " 我够知我啊妈系女人啦"
walao... whole course laugh ...
3rd time
i answered again...
he shouted back "XXXX(my answer) your head la "

sweat. i think most ppl thought that the lecturer was going against me.
but from my point of view,
he actually correct me a lot.
made me more confidence to answer
not the confidence to point out wrong answer/information
and guide me to answer precisely.
actually he is quite good. some how dunno why some student quite
afraid to him.
mayb is his style of speaking.
cos he always said " You guys still dun wan change course/Univ. ar ?"
"Your course is 4 times harder than EE(electronic engineering) u know ?"
"so 硬颈(in Cantonese) " "This sem i will push u, later on i'll speed up like rocket"
"i'll kick u off NEXT SEM !!"

oh my goodness..~~
what a Quarter Nuts Lecturer...or paradigm a bit
" A caring lecturer "
haha ^^

...

其实……………

“您最近不说话，怎么啦？ 为什么？”
哈哈…………
其实最近一直都有人问我………
“你是不是喜欢/追 XXX ？”
如果我说是， 你又能怎样？
如果我说不是，你又能怎样？
其实，对一个人好，不一定表示喜欢或要追她呀？
我都对每个人都很好，只是不熟的，会比较少说话而已。
是！ 我承认，我是很喜欢她。
但有时候，一个巴掌是拍不响的。明白吗？
感情的事是不能强求的，只要一方没那种感觉，
就不能产生化学作用了。
而且通常都会以“我不值得你爱啦”、“我不适合你啦”、“我不是你要的等的人啊”等等理由来推辞一个人。为什么？
因为她/他对你没那种感觉嘛，所以才会以那么废的理由来推辞。
所以还是随着时空因缘吧。
有时候，就是一直有着这方面的追问，才会导致误会与尴尬场面的出现。
这不止使到一方被回避，而且使到双方都要一直保持一段距离，以避免被误会。
唉，“情” 这个字有时还蛮有趣啊……
往另一方面，我虽是个痴情人，巨蟹座的我还懂得我该在什么时候做些什么。
就不会因为几句话而做作。
而且我不是个正常人。
我是拥有未知潜能及能力的一个普通的人类。
一切还是要回到佛教的中心思想——缘起法则。
有因有缘，才能促使有果。
人世间是无常的，所以要把握好自己的当下就好。
当有多余的能力时，才做别的。

turning "A"

A week of my uni life pAssed...
wAlAo , A week of busy And come out with empty ?
sometimes, unconsciously done something,
whAt hAppened ? unconscious...
hAmik life is thAt ?
well, turning An "A" ? whAt do it meAns...?
meAn All vAlue of ________(something).
All creatures hAve their vAlues....
tho Am I ? U ? Him/Her ?
Yup...
Week 2 d... Still unconscious ? tAk boleh d la...
power ^UP^ And put in concentrAtion ...
mAy be this is the time to triAn myself.
yeAr 2... yeAr 2 ...
is A chAllenging yeAr... things Are not easy ...
As sAid by "quArter nuts" AkA MOK, :" your Course Are 4 TIMES HARDER "
this sentence dunno wAnnA mAke me hAppy And frustrAtion ..
hAhA... try the best, do the best And score the BEST.
piA piA piA !!!
"Ai piA kAh chiA eh eiAh~~~"


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“全营” 《第廿五届全国大专佛青生活营》之照

These were the photos taken during the "全营"

Jven Lim(UPM-foundation in agriculture) , and Xiao Wen(UKM Brach-2nd year 营养学)

Me & Kok Leong (UPSI-4th year Education in Bio)

Line up getting our own properties

Last Discussion and preparing for Last presentation

My Faci aka Xiao Zhang “小张”(UM-2nd Year Chemistry)

Suey Seing - (UUM-2nd year IT)

Kian Hong ( UMS-1st Year Physics Electronics)

Peh Sang(USM-1st Year Mathematics and Economics)

Winnie(UM-2nd Year French)

Xiao Wen"晓雯"

Yoke Kuan(USM-KK branch 1st Year Pathology)

Lee Lih(UPM-2nd Year BBA)

Li Ting(USM-Graduated Chemistry)

During presentation

After dinner go "jalan-jalan" and photo taking

Sunset taken during that time

Posing...Bee Hoon(UUM-2nd YEar BBA) and Winnie(UM)

Jven Lim, Bee Hoon , Li Ting

Me and my Chairman of Utar Buddhist Society- Kwan Yee

Added Shi Yi, Aka blur blur OC

During the "无尽灯" night ~~

Song singing Presented by all Faci

Last night of group photo begin - our group
LUMBINI PARK

Taking Photo with 继持法师

UTAR Buddhist Society Representatives
From last row left 世一，云晶，永聪，嘉玮，珮嘉
君仪，锫滢，耔铭，競甡 aka me, 凯霓

Taiping's Hills , aka Maxwell Hills ??

haha posing...

after Finish washing toilet ...

Two of my schoolmate from Chung Ling High School "锺靈國中/钟灵国中"During form 6.
慧君 & 静琳
i surprised when i met them there ... ^^

I think that is the end of photo ba....
soon will post up the feeling b4 during and after camp..