Wednesday, November 3, 2010

原来……

从没想过短学期是怎么样的……
直到自己亲身体验了才知道……
上课读书温习做工了才发现……
原来短学期是这样匆忙段暂……
很想找个时间找个地点歇歇……
从忙忙碌碌中寻找回中心点……
不然一不小心就会失去平衡……
希望与支持一直都在我身边……
要懂得发现它感受它的存在……
而且也要学会反应任何困境……
以便在茫茫人海中快乐学习……
^^

Sunday, August 8, 2010

何曾时候看回自己的时候,就觉得不可思议。
人啊,一直在进化,一直在改变。
从小时候到现在,思想不断转换。
这几天里,一直忙碌的过活,却没停下脚步来查寻
那已失去的感性,当初还以为理性会好些,而且做起事来也不需要放些感觉下去。
就把感性埋没起来,因为不需要它。没了它,事情、功课、任务执行起来也比较顺畅,因为没有感情。黑就是黑,白就是白,没有灰色地带。
可是每当忙碌的生活结束,就会感到空虚。
因为没有了暂时性的目标,不知往哪走。不知怎么
昨天考完试后,就看了些香港连续剧《浦松龄》,看着看着
就投入在每一段有意思的情节里,看到它的价值。
就联想到年少时候我是怎么对待自己的父母,年少时的不足。
人总会有犯错的时候,但是往往都不会觉得自己错,而是埋怨他人的不足,使到自己被受连累。然而,当看回自己的内心时候、当被感触到的时候, 就会慢慢的想想自己。
为什么自己错了还不承认? 也许当下的自己没有那一点点的觉照吧。
当自己一个人静静时,脑海里总会浮现“过去”与“未来”,从没想过当下,也没好好的把握当下;就一直地往“过去”与“未来”。明日复明日,明日何其多;昨日复昨日,昨日何其多。
人若有当下的觉照,很多细节,很多烦恼,很多错失都可以挽回,都可以避免。
很多人都知道,但都没做到。其实也知道也好,但如果……就没有如果了。
何曾想,我多久没感性了?多久没觉照了?

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

jaga diri...

dah minggu ke-8 la... aku masih belum sedia semua ni,
dah hari ni makin dekat...
kan aku tau, berdikari, tak payah lah orang lain tegur lagi kan /.\
dah 22 ni, ingat masa tu aku masuk uni, apa yg aku nak ?
dah sampai skrg ni, aku pun belum capai lagi.
hanya satu-satu ni saja.
masa ni, hang semua tengah buat apa? bersoronok ke? belajar ke ?
dah lebih dari satu bulan aku tak balik pinang le.
tiap-tiap hari kat depan komputer, tengok langit kat tingkap kiri aku
hidup manusia ni pelik la? bila aku nak balik ke "zaman gila buku" aku?
berat kerja khusus dah makin banyak, buku yg kena baca lagi meningkat.
oi... dah sampai masa pergi buat pengajian pelaran la...

okay saja ni la, bila berdepan dgn apa-apa pun
aku kena tenangkan hati aku, dan lihat betul-betul
baru saja buat keputusan.
sama dengan hang juga... berusaha lagi .. ^^

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Power up...

again again i 'm telling myself...
get to work more harder.
I need to gain the strength from confidence.
work ? study ?
no no no ... i should have to start my study long ago.
now ? I'm proceeding to another level, another stage,
another form of life...
that is what i going to be.

it is almost there, going for my last birthday in my university life...
it's just a starting point of life.
changes all along the path.
next year's today's date... i might b somewhere in the industrial zone d.
back to now... going for my FYP...
and enjoy the last year life in university ...

time passes fast...
it is year 3 already ...
^^

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Power low...

the fuel getting lower and lower...
the concentration getting lesser and lesser...
are u with me ?
where r u now ?
where are u, my heart ?
the efficiency getting low...

where is ur heart ?
how long have you been never with ur heart ?
ah seng... week 5 going to end lo...
where r u ?

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Mungkin Nanti

Munkin Nanti
seh

Dan pasti bila nanti ,
Kita kan bertemu Mei ni,
Satu ujian jangan kau lari,
Tanyakan kembali,
Masa yang ku tunggu mati,
Seperti hari malam tadi,
Saat semua kat ujian ni.

Dan mungkin bila nanti,
Bila dapat keputusan nanti,
Hilang sendiri kat dunia ni,
Tanyalah sendiri,
Kenapa tak jawab hati-hati,
Sekarang kena sesal lagi,
Tapi usaha semester depan lagi.
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Mungkin nanti, satu lagi lagu yg ku suka ni,
sedangkan hari ujian/peperiksaan semakin dekat ni,
ada orang nak dapat markah baik, ada orang langsung tak peduli,
kan sekarang dah semester akhir bagi tahun 2 ni,
tahun 3 nanti akan lebih susah lagi,
maka, sesetengah orang hanya usaha untuk dapat kertas saja ni,
tapi, sesetengah orang pulak tumpu perhatian dalam markah tinggi,
walaubagaimana pun, kan kita hendak gemari
masa dalam 3 tahun ini.
sebagai pelajar di Universiti .
bagus, biar kita usaha sepenuh hati,
menuju ke masa depan kami !!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mungkin Nanti
Peterpan

Saatnyaku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba
Tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
Saat semua di sini

Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba
Tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
Saat semua di sini

Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba
Tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
Saat semua di sini
Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
Simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari
Semua rasa yang kau beri

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Tuesday, April 13, 2010

MHDG ( Misi Hilang Dalam Gerakan )

hey .. mane hang pergi ni ? lama x jumpa la.. mcm hilang kat dunia je.
bukan la.. mane ade hilang.. pun x rehat la.. kan skrg punya cuaca a...
panas mcm neraka .. mane2 pun x pergi . kan balik kat rumah pun sasah nak belajar.
peluh2 seluruh badan. tidur pun tak lena.

kan dah minggu ke-13 ? masih tak senang lagi ke ?
hey , bang... kak... minggu ni 1 ujian kecil dan assignment nak hantar lar ...
minggu depan lagi teruk ... kan nak UJIAN terakhir, lagi nak hantar 3 assignment lagi.
memang mcm tu la ... tiap2 semester pun mcm ni punya .
tak kan la hang tak tau ?

OSP aku pun belum mula ulangkaji lagi.. skrg nak balik ulangkaji lah..
jumpa lagi le.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

the 10th week in university...

woke up 1 hour b4 the time i write the blog ..
now ?
currently curi-curi write my blog ... cos i need some break from my
freakish assignment the MIPS processor.
dunno le ... some how this semester
i gotta feeling that i not as free as usual...
CT ar Ct ... always like that.
begining of semester that is from week 1 ~ week 6 ...
i am quite free that time ...
but after that ... i think u also can imagine ..
everyone also has their way of busy..
i cant say i am more than them..cos 一山还有一山高.
haiya .. dont to write so much le ..
just wanna release some negative energy here only ...
going to continue my ah mok's assignment soon ..
^^

Saturday, March 13, 2010

While waiting her...

some how ... i like the view near block H and block G
while waiting her ..
i took some pictures...

Flowers in front of library




day time view


The lights are nice...during daytime u wont see this scenes
night time view outside library ^^

Night view of block H



a view from UTAR bus..night falls ..but still a lot student there.

Monday, February 22, 2010

let's see...

the skies still dark ... now
7am++
well...today monday and
it is already 22 feb 2010
and
THIS IS
WEEK 6

what is coming on ?
slow slow la ...
one by one

first ... Math 3
kinda blur for me now .. what series and what transform ...
from Fourier series -> Fourier Transform -> Laplace Transform -> Z transform
walau ...
Test 1 on week 8, test 2 on ?
but the style changed again ...need to comfirm with Mr. Goh later..

DSP aka digital signal processing
another that deal with those math 3 Series and transform...
50% CW consider
Test 1 and 2 for 20% ,
Assignment 1 and 2 for 30 %

OS & P aka Operating Systems and Practices
50% CW consider
Test 1 and 2 for 20%
Practical Test for 10%
Assignment for 20%

OOP aka Object-Oriented Programming
also
50% CW consider
Week 7 -> Practical Test 1 10%
Week 8 -> Written Test 1 10%
Week 9 -> Assignment Given
week 10 -> take a breath for it
week 11 -> Practical Test 2 10%
Week 12 -> Written Test 2 10 % & Due week of Assignment 10%
total 50 % again

COA aka Computer Organisation and Architecture
this one gay !!
50% CW also
but this 50 % is completely Mini Project
---> Single Clock Cycle MIPS Processor ..
but divided into 3 parts ...
Week 10 -> summit part 1 -> The Specification of the MIPS Processor
this is regarding bout Initial Specification Development
Week 12 -> summit part 2 -> The Block Specification, design and verification of the MIPS Processor
This part also gay .. use Verilog describe the Micro-Architecture Spec. ,Design and Verification

week 13 -> wao.. this is interesting ..
part 3 -> Chip Specification and verification of the MIPS processor

Who project divided into 4 Core
-Data-Path (register file, ALU, d-memory) (2 persons)
-Address-Path (1 person)
-I-memory & D-memory (1 person)
-Controller/Control-Path (actually is 2 person, but i sui-sui kena 1 person,luckily teammate will lend a hand)

Last and not less
Economics
week 6 saturday already need to face the TEST 1 d ... !!

so a Utar ....CT ( Computer Engineering ) student ...like me .. going to face his fate
that is every semester
quite lengan-lengan at 1st few weeks ..
after that work like the buffalo in the paddy field from week 6 onwards
until when ?
until study week ? yaya, but in mini project last semester not Exam studies.

after that only have the bloody hell short time to revise ..
walao ... kinda nut's course ...
but my batch still lucky ... no need to arrange the course timetable myself ..^^
haha

Seh ar seh... What is ur Main Aim in UTAR ?
u will find out soon ...

Sunday, January 31, 2010

going for week 3 d ...

well....
sometimes, when u having a good time, u will feel that the time passes so fast ..
walau eh ..
2 week passes d ..
and coming on week 3 pulak.
seem like i still a bit blur ... my timetable is killing me .
the timetable going to change again.
3 times in 3 weeks... especially on friday.
what a marathon study day ...
from
block E, 8am~10am
to
block I , 10am~12pm
to
block E, 12pm~1pm
to
block H, 1pm~2pm
to
block B, 2pm~3.30pm

everything mess up...
life is it so miserable ?
kinda frustrated, cos quite 三魂落魄...
this semester going to have more things to handle and to cover.
ape la ni ...
some how... i think i should slow down my activities d,
and have a pump in studies.
cos BASIC is very important leh .
anyway...
hope to get back to night 10 morning 5 asap .
cos i feel that my body no longer at the age of 15,16
now i can feel the tiredness already.
monday till thursday ... every day study till 7pm
after come back still need to go meeting ..
after meeting come back already tired and just brush teeth go to bed.
next morning wake up late . and things din get done ...
lim chin seng ... what are u doing ?
what are u going to do on this sem?
dont get myself disappointed.

JUST DO IT !!
^^
jiayou jiayou

Saturday, January 2, 2010

year two thousand and nine & year twenty-ten

hey, hang kat mane skrg ?
aq tengah kerja la, bang...
kerja kat mane ni ?
bang... skrg ni aq kerja, x masa ckp dgn hang. nanti aq call balik k x ?
ok la... nanti ingat call balik , tau ?
hana, tau la tau la...

3 months sem break... what have u done ?
me ? are u asking me ?
ya...or else ...
ooo, 3 months ar... a lot lo ...
u arh... din update ur blog for quite .. no no .. is very long time d loh..
ya le.. lazy to write also... keep on bo eng bout my own things..
lu bo eng hamik ?
wa bo eng ar ..? wa bo eng kao cha boh lo ...
swt la...

yaya ... flash back my 2009...
sept...
after finished my examination...went to taiping for singing..

oct:- all my memories there
after finished singing...went back hometown - Penang for 1 week ++
saw my result ... stunned ...
come back on 17th to get my activities stuff prepared.
i remembered 17th night... dunno what am i doing also..
keep on laughing ... 傻傻地笑... hahahha.. someone know why.
faded away old mind thinking. prepare to recieve new magical moment.
the skies was brighten up by stars.. can b clearly seen. . . where ?
West Lake... going to 18th..after 18th... the tiny hand with the rough hand.
university started ... but this time, my time devote to BS.

every tuesday & thusday night - go to meditation class.
tuesday - BS activity
wednesday night - dharma class .
all bout activities ..
visit ? some place le ..
hahhahaaha ... someone asked me.. i din write my blog in english for so long d lo.
not dun want to write...
IS LAZY to write... chinese mayb more easy to express out my feeling ba ..
haha

nov le
still the same... busy for activities ...

dec ...
walao .. the sandstorm month. stand a chance to work at EAST OCEAN restaurant in East Lake.. the pay ? i think totally better than an UTAR student assistant !!
but just part timer only... the "bossy" treat me so nice, always call me for free lunch ..
ya, u din eyes blur , is FREE lunch .. what reason leh ?
cos her workers cant finish all the food that the chef cook ma, so call mai me there ..
save some $$ .. but not every day i got part time job to do..
yaya... went to KL . for what ? IYBCC lo ... just a meeting for buddhist coordinate counsel.
the month that GF went back hometown ... suddenly, feel like ...
--> --> --> time passed till 2 days b4 christmas eve.. went to Mr. Kuek house to make some pies... what pies ? -> apple, pineapple blue berries , corn ... taste great
lonelyness christmas eve , nothing to say... haha
new year eve also so so only... new town kampar there a lot ppl celebrate there.. but watching my colleagues break dancing at the center zone there.. but police come and kacau pulak ... " hey , smua surai .." zzzz walao ....
now the writer also feel a bit zzzz ....

dun walk bout two thousand and nine ...

talk bout twenty-ten 2010
wao twenty-ten ...
set myself a target ..
this year ... Y2S2 , 21 credit hours , GPA aim 4.0000
or else "pak si bo gao" , cos i need CGPA 3.5000 and above.
so that i no need return the Highest education misnistry the PTPTN loan $$..
muahahahaha.. getting pumped !!

Y3S1 pulak .. also the same !! aim GPA 4.0000
what else ... want to b superman ... what also can, what also possible...

games ? nah ... games is ok, but computer games ( all sort ) will ruin my life, ruin my plan
delay my plan, make my life effectiveless ..

i think i can b more and more better ... YES YES YES..
CGPA increasing ... woo hoo ... love my course...
twenty-ten what else ?
what else what else

this Y2S2 ...
i have total 21 credit hours or 6 subjects
- mathematics III
- Digital Signal Processing
- Computer Organization and Architechture
- Object-Oriented Programming ( JAVA )
- Operating Systems and Pratices ( LINUX )
- Elective II ( mostly choose Economy )

the hardest among these 6 subject for me is ...
i also dunno ... i think all i can handle !!
muahahahaha
( getting crazy since i typing this blog )

lastly, wont forget my love one ... LY^^
miss u.

all the best to my family , LY , friends , housemates , BS friends, coursemates in ...

TWENTY-TEN 2010

^^V