Clock Cycle

clock cycle
1 clock cycle = 1 period
frequency = 1/ period
period = time in second
over clock ? = over clocking the clock cycle
most of the Microprocessor today is around 2 GHz ~3.2GHz

so...

period = 1/frequency
period = 1/3.2GHz
period = 0.000 000 000 312 5 second
period = 3.125 x 10^-10 second
period = 312.5 pico second
period = 0.3125 nano second
period = 0.000 3125 micro second
period = 0.000 000 3125 mili second

1 clock cycle = 1 period
1 clock cycle = 1(0.3125 nano) second
1 clock cycle = 0.3125 nano second

1 second how many clock cycles ? = 3,200,000,000 clock cycles

light speed = 0.299792458 nano second

1 clock cycle < light speed

means that Microprocessor now with 3.2GHz clock speed ..
which is the 1 clock cycle's time is close to the light speed.
how fast it is ?
...

the last strike...

finally...
just left a total of 4 reports and 2 mini projects
to be hand in
in the SAME day 1st SEPT 2009
week 14 liao still need to do much work.
time for study leh ?
ape nak cakap, X dak masa langsung.
projects mari, kena puas puas lah ku..
this time, I want all my project go on smoothly d ..
don't ever reject back !!
or else week 15 / study week i kena come back to
VIVA again for my project..
sound pity, but this is reality.
KC ee !!
these few days really had a bad bad habit of sleeping
mostly did not sleep more than 4~5 hours a day..
kena screw gao gao ... made my face look damn damn tired and no energy
bo chap...1st thing 1st
b4 kena screw up, better i screw the up the Basic Microprocessor's 4 reports and mini project 1st, abo at the end i kena screw back by the Digital System Design's eh Ah Mok.
siao eh... so many things push till late sem for summit and VIVA.
the most TL thing is VISTA cannot not run the program use to do our project for BMP.
walao. kena go utar block E211A/B use their lab and their training kit only can settle our thing.
mkhy...
i think i better to go now... abo will be screw up side down liao.

** for junior of Computer Engineering(CT)
** Dont ever thing that CT's name is COOL !!
** u'll regret if u come in...but u can go out with 3.0 above nia than u are better than others...

madnessless...

快爆了

我觉得我该是时候找个心理辅导员看看了
或是……
整个脑袋快要爆了……
有谁能帮我吗？

忙 · 果

日茫夜盲，夜忙日莽；
天天夜夜，忙盲茫莽。
即使再忙，眼睛勿盲；
只要你在，就为你忙。
忙到盲了，就吃点芒；
免得奔氓，你为我忙。

The Way to ...

sometimes...
have been busy for so long, till days and nights
always forgotten ...
why am i so busy ?
busy mini projects, assignments, tests, reports and etc....

why most probably on week 8~week 14 continuously ...
from week 1 ~ week 7, i can be so free ...
actually, things can be done partial along the way
just like the reports, assignments, mini projects, tests.
little by little...by not accumulate them

after then, might probably u will feel be carefree in body and mind
but why things have to get done b4 last night ?
it is not enough pressure ? not enough stress ?
i wondering...
but when all sort of work stack on.. or keep on pushing it in...
by not popping them out ...just like a stack of coins
why dun thing get queued ?
first in first out, last in last out, with the concept of queue
but not first in last out, last in first out with the concept of stack

compare to last sem ...
this sem i am more unmotivated, just feel like do not have the strength to move it on
but mind keep on thrust forward.
last semester, i done all the things in flip of eyes.
but this sem all work stack on table and i still wondering ...
why i still din move it
actually the things can be done in few hours
but somehow i took days.
keep on searching...searching searching..
searching for what ?
searching for what i want ...
what i want actually ?
i guess i have to reset my mind d
the mind that floating all over Kampar.
settle down ? ya.. i need to settle my mind down.
the frequency getting over high, the clock cycle too fast until my movement cant catch up.
therefore... jammed...
an instruction cycle havent finish perform, the the BUS cycle already finish up...
T1,T2,T3,T4 in Basic Microprocessor...
instead of slowing down the clock, the BUS cycle
why dont add in a WAIT state ?
but can i always add in a wait state ? it is not practical
why dont i just slow down the clock cycle and add lesser wait state
after the system become more stable that time,
i only adjust back the clock frequency back to high stage.

DSD ? digital system design - i lack of practicing the Verilog Code, just know the concept and know how to analyst the code. CODING is important ... !!

BMP ? basic Microprocessor - i lask of practicing the coding part also .. !!

ED2 ? Electronic Devices 2 - need to keep on refreshing ..

Math 2 ? - need to keep on practicing the question and get to know the proper way to get answer

BPW ? basic Professional Writting- need to enchance my gramma ...

what else ?
dun talk bout FiNal is coming, just talk bout what coming next

week 12
-math 2 - test 2 + assignment due date
-ED2 - Mini Project summition due date
-BMP - Postpone of test 2 to tuesday, and start do Mini Project
-DSD - have to start doing part 2 of Mini Project d

but i feel lucky this sem d ...
from 6 Mini Projects, has been reduce to only 4
but the DSD's actually quite easy, just need to take some time to analyst and do it
walau....

(breathing...)

ok start now !!
in order to be carefree in body and mind !!

这会是以后的我吗？

有一天，
媳婦說：

「煮淡一點妳就嫌沒有味道，現在煮鹹一點妳卻說咽不下，

妳究竟怎麼樣？」

母親一見兒子回來，二話不說便把飯菜往咀送。

她怒瞪他一眼。

他試了一口，馬上吐出來，

兒子說：「我不是說過了嗎，媽有病不能吃太鹹！」

「那好！媽是你的，以後由你來煮！」

媳婦怒氣沖沖地回房。

兒子無奈地輕嘆一聲，然後對母親說：

「媽，別吃了，我去煮個麵給妳。」

「仔，你是不是有話想跟媽說，是就說好了，別憋在心裡！

「媽，公司下個月升我職，我會很忙，

至於老婆，她說很想出來工作，所以 ....」

母親馬上意識到兒子的意思：

「仔，不要送媽去老人院。」

聲音似乎在哀求。

兒子沉默片刻，他是在尋找更好的理由。

「媽，其實老人院並沒有甚麼不好，

妳知道老婆一但工作，

一定沒有時間好好服侍妳。

老人院有吃有住有人服侍照顧，不是比在家裡好得多嗎？」

「可是，阿財叔他.....」

洗了澡，草草吃了一碗速食麵，兒子便到書房去。

他茫然地佇立於窗前，有些猶豫不決。

母親年輕便守寡，含辛茹苦將他撫養成人，供他出國讀書。

但她從不用年輕時的犧牲當作要脅他孝順的籌碼，

反而是妻子以婚姻要脅他！

真的要讓母親住老人院嗎？

仔問自己，他有些不忍。

「可以陪你下半世的人是你老婆，難道是你媽嗎？」

阿財叔的兒子總是這樣提醒他

「你媽都這麼老了，好命的話可以活多幾年，

為何不趁這幾年好好孝順她呢？

樹欲靜而風不息，子欲養而親不在啊！」

親戚總是這樣勸他。

兒子不敢再想下去，深怕自己真的會改變初衷。

夕晚，太陽收斂起灼熱的金光，躲在山後憩息。

一間建在郊外山崗的一座貴族老人院。

是的，錢用得越多，兒子才心安理得。

當兒子領著母親步入大廳時，

嶄新的電視機，42吋的螢幕正播放著一部喜劇，

但觀眾一點笑聲也沒有。

幾個衣著一樣，髮型一樣的老嫗歪歪斜斜地坐在發沙上，

神情呆滯而有一個老人在自言自語，

有個正緩緩彎下腰，想去撿掉在地上的一塊餅乾吃。

兒子知道母親喜歡光亮，

所以為她選了一間陽光充足的房間。

從窗口望出去，樹蔭下，一片芳草如茵。

幾名護士推著坐在輪椅的老者在夕陽下散步，

四周悄然寂靜得令人心酸。

縱是夕陽無限好，畢竟已到了黃昏，他心中低低嘆息。

「媽，我........我要走了！」

母親只能點頭。

他走時，母親頻頻揮手，

她張著沒有牙的嘴，

蒼白乾燥的咀唇在囁嚅著，一副欲語還休的樣子。

兒子這才注意到母親銀灰色的頭髮，

深陷的眼窩以及打著細紋臉。

母親，真的老了！

他霍然記起一則兒時舊事。

那年他才6歲，母親有事回鄉，不便攜他同行，

於是把他寄住在阿財叔家幾天。

母親臨走時，

他驚恐地抱著母親的腿傷心大聲號哭道：

「媽媽不要丟下我！媽媽不要走！」

最後母親沒有丟下他。

他連忙離開房間，順手把門關上，不敢回頭，

深恐那記憶像鬼魅似地追纏而來。

他回到家，

妻子與岳母正瘋狂的把母親房裡的一切扔個不亦樂乎。

身高3呎的獎杯──

那是他小學作文比賽「我的母親」第1名的勝利品！

華英字典──

那是母親整個月省吃省用所買給他的第一份生日禮物！

還有母親臨睡前要擦的風濕油，

沒有為她擦，帶去老人院又有甚麼意義呢？

「夠了，別再扔了！」兒子怒吼道。

﹝這麼多垃圾，不把它扔掉，怎麼放得下我的東西﹞。

岳母沒好氣地說。

「就是嘛！你趕快把你媽那張爛床給抬出去，

我明天要為我媽添張新的！」

一堆童年的照片展現在兒子眼前，

那是母親帶他到動物園和遊樂園拍的照片。

「它們是我媽的財產，一樣也不能丟！」

「你這算甚態度？對我媽這麼大聲，我要你向我媽道歉！」

「我娶妳就要愛妳的母親，

為甚麼妳嫁給我就不能愛我的母親？」

雨後的黑夜分外冷寂，街道蕭瑟，行人車輛格外稀少。

一輛寶馬在路上飛馳，頻頻闖紅燈，陷黃格，

呼一聲又飛馳而過。

那輛轎車一路奔往山崗上的那間老人院，

停車直奔上樓，推開母親臥房的門。

他幽靈似地站著，母親正撫摸著風濕痛的雙腿低泣。

她見到兒子手中正拿著那瓶風濕油，

顯然感到安慰的說：

「媽忘了帶，幸好你拿來！」

他走到母親身邊，跪了下來。

「很晚了，媽自己擦可以了，你明天還要上班，回去吧！」

他囁嚅片刻，終於忍不住啜泣道：

「媽，對不起，請原諒我！我們回家去吧！」

~完~

有时候，读书读到累了……

做功课做到累了……

都会常常问自己：“我读那么多，是为了什么？”

“我上大学是为了什么？ ”

父母真的很希望看到我读那么多书吗？ 还是孝顺他们多一点？ 还是我时常打电话回家多一点？

还是他们想看到我多一点？

读书是为了让我们拥有更好的工作，更好的薪水吗？

当薪水越高的时候，工作就越繁多，越来越累。

回到家时，还有机会更父母谈谈吗？

有时，想到有更好的工作，有很好的薪水，就能给父母一个更好的环境养老。这当然不是老人院啦。

可是当花在工作上的时间，已经多过16个小时时，回到家会不会很累呢？

到时忙病了，还是需要父母来照顾……

最近，不管自己再多忙也好……几乎每天都只睡几个小时……

还是要给家里打通电话，不然每次妈妈打来，其实就是我很久没打回去了吧？

以后……会是怎样呢？

a short sharing

just today...
i had received an email from a friend in penang.
after i read it.
i click on the link she sent me.
just a short film sharing with u guys...
it meant a lot.

Synopsis: This film is about the hunger and poverty brought about by Globalization. There are 10,000 people dying everyday due to hunger and malnutrition. This short film shows a forgotten portion of the society. The people who live on the refuse of men to survive. What is inspiring is the hope and spirituality that never left this people.

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

after watched the short film...
thinking back what i saw...
not only in Kampar,Penang..
i think any country on the Earth...also have this kind of scene...
but not many of us notice bout it...
everyday, every minute, every second, every single breathing....
there are peoples die of Hunger...

As today we live in Malaysia, the scene does exist...
be thankful what we have now.

lastly just a quote from Ven. Zhen Xin
"

LET US BE THANKFUL AND COUNT THE BLESSINGS WE HAVE INCULCATED THROUGH OUR PAST GOOD ACTIONS.

MAY WE CONTINUE TO PLANT GOOD THOTS,SPEECH AND ACTIONS.

MAY EVERYONE BE WELL, HAPPY AND HEALTHY ALWAYS.
"

with metta,
chin seng

reverse synchronize !?

just came across with XXX last night ...
what XXX told me,
"if u continue like this, i think i better get off from u"
"for me, i also dun like the one of u right now"
"if u change urself or be urself like b4 u r, i will be ____ "
i felt XXX is right also...i also din like what i am now.
what i need is let XXX know, i made a decision that XXX also know.
XXX agree with it...
so...?
hyiek hyiek hyiek ...
u'll never know .
only XXX & i know...

蜂与蝶与花

花……
想起花，
人人都联想起
花香、花美……
如果
花少了那份香与美
就与别的草木没什么分别
如果，
有一天花不再美，花不再香
人就会不理睬花
因为不值得去理睬它
宁愿再去买过新的，也不会回头望它
人与蜂蝶在这方面很相似。
蜂与蝶采完花蜜，就不会回到它身边。
除非花从新在发放花蜜。
但花并没埋怨，而且很感激它们
感激它们把它的花粉散播出去。
只要……只要……把好的花粉散播出去
就会配到好的种籽。
人啊……
要种下好的种子，谈何容易……
每天似蝶般陶醉在这花花绿绿的丛中……
忘了……忘了……活着是怎么一回事的
只要有一天，就过一天，累了就休息，
肚子饿了，就采花蜜填肚子。
如果有一天，就像童话故事般……
没了粮草的是后，
蝶……会是怎样呢？
相反的蜂会怎样呢？

好的种子种下之后，
就要每天浇水、施肥、照顾及珍惜……
才会长出美丽的花朵。
当然要中道啊~
虽然花多于让人欣赏，但有谁能明白花的苦？
所谓:" 花无百日红" 啊……
但，
看花……不能只看外表啊，被采了的花，是常久不了的
花就要以整棵看，才是它本身。
花就是有绿叶在，才能显示出它红；
绿叶就是有花在，才显示它的重要。

人啊……
不能一直都靠自己活，要有别人的打岔，介入
才能活出自己……

花是需要绿叶的……
花是需要蜂蝶的……
花是需要照顾的……
才能继续绽放新花……
才能继续……
才能延续……