reverse synchronize !?

just came across with XXX last night ...
what XXX told me,
"if u continue like this, i think i better get off from u"
"for me, i also dun like the one of u right now"
"if u change urself or be urself like b4 u r, i will be ____ "
i felt XXX is right also...i also din like what i am now.
what i need is let XXX know, i made a decision that XXX also know.
XXX agree with it...
so...?
hyiek hyiek hyiek ...
u'll never know .
only XXX & i know...