Saturday, March 28, 2009

My Little Earth Hour 60

8.04pm..
went to bath...

8.15pm
facing pc...

8.30pm
internet line suddenly dc...
omg, what happen ? why my line will dc one...

8.31pm
knock knock knock....
MY: wei turn off your light la !!!
sweat...
wa...." lai zhan kah ? " ( come real one ar//swt really want meh ? )
MY: not u told me us to shut down and turn off all lights during dinner meh ?
me: oh ya hor... almost forget d .

8.32~8.40pm
walk there and here, see here and there...
saw behind, in front,beside who did turn off their lights and so on ...
many ppl walking outside the streets ...
playing with the kitten in my house ...

8.41pm~8.50pm
fixing the pendaflour light outside my house and come in again,
then walk here and there in side house
dunno doing what also.

8.51~9.08pm
went back into my room,
dunno soing what also, sitting on the bed and looking to my phone...
finally, set timer and lay on the bed..

9.09~9.30pm
hyponising myself to take a short nap with relaxing whole body
part by part..
but dunno why cant concentrate on reliefing my body.
keep felt tension in my brain.
the slide of flashback keep on popping out,
flash back those time ... ... ... ... ...
den whole atmoshpere become very silent d.

why why why...?? why i still ...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

what a week 11....

this week... after busying for Assessment 3 of Data structure & algorithms on today...
finally i can take a long breath d..

but this coming friday have Electronic Devices I quiz 2 leh ...

have to study again d...
today i heard from fren, they said that Assessment 4 for DSA will be harder d ...
hope to done it quickly la...

week 12 i still have Moral presentation and Math I midterm test...

Still have many report and mini project haven done...
this week have to done some d ..
No time for relaxing also...
even want to find GF's time also dun hav...
so until now still single ...mayb too busy d la ...haha
some more my course is engineering course pulak...
cham ?
i think no le...
sometimes saw other ppl have gf/bf, mungkin teragak-agak nak seorang accompany me also..
but now sudah biasa berseorangan...
single also can be happy what ?
just see how u determine what kinda ppl u want to be only ..

...ok ok... wanna continue back my
Electronic devices reports d...

muahahaha~~~
(this semester, i have been "ki siao(abnormal)" along the time d) ...
muahaha~~

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Assessment 3 ar !!

walau eh ... spent so many hours for A3 of Data Structure & Algorithms d...
still in the circle of enqueue ...

how ?? , how to done it ?
HELP !!

still cant struggle out from the coding yet...
last assessment 2 , i used 4days to finish it , this time ??

dunno how le ...

Think out of the box ??

A3 killed me a lot !!
sipek sien le ... facing pc more than 12 hours a day ..

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

kinda ...

these few weeks, dunno busy or pretending busy ,
got many things to be done, but all seem like nothing.
yet still dunno i busy for what ?
busy concerning bout the Malaysia's news ? other ppl's problem ?
i dunno why i always take other ppl's or social's thing to be concern in my path.
why dun i just take care of myself better to do the pointless and meaningless concerning ?

mayb i just cannot put down my things...
but i surely the kind who need socialise with ppl at anytime.
cos i like to share my experiences with my fren.

just i feel, feel very weird during this semester.
i no longer myself... i ... i ... i have to evolution ?
nope...
mayb 树欲静而风不止吧。。。

but i think i still can cope with it, just dunno one day or else...
i mayb will "chibaboom" only...
mayb it is a internal conflict with myself .

haiz... i dunno how to describe it...
negative negative negative keep on coming ...
is there any positive coming towards me ?

Friday, March 6, 2009

Accidently Accident Accidently....

Quite long time din Blogging d ...
happened so many things...
Last Wednesday night, i went my friend's house to do my assignment at WESTLAKE, KAMPAR...
Just on my way back only, not even 100 meter from my friend house,
i get banged by a motor cyclist. the rider fetch a guy who din wear helmet, knocked toward my motor hardly.
After they banged to my motor, i fell together with motor...
after that, X guy ( who is rider, UTAR STUDENT, study EN ), and Y guy ( passenger,UTAR STUDENT, study CS ) come deal with me pulak.
when i drive along my way till wanna reach the corner, suddenly they turn in my way with great speed , and towards me some more.
For normal human being, sure 1st reaction is to avoid la...
but that time i tot i flee from it d,
den suddenly i was being banged.
Den, push up motor lo, den go beside "berunding"
the X guy said i wrong pulak ..
i told him, is his fault, cos he ride into my way.
and i try to avoid him, den he banged towards me,
by law and also common sense, sure is X guy wrong d la
after that i straight away phone my 2 frens come.
besides that, i copy down the motor's number , DAJ 4238
den the X guy started his @#%^&@%^ fucking damn voice with those rude words in front and behind. after that my fren came d.
the X guy ask me whether i got wrong or not, cos i ride to middle of the road and let him bang.
i din answer him ,
THEN HE PUSHED ME AWAY WITH GREAT STRENGTH, DEN HOLD ON MY NECK AND SLAP MY FACE said " YOU SAID YOU GOT WRONG OR NOT ? YES OR NO ?"
wth , this is what ? this is totally threatening me...
so, i force to admit ...
( why i din fight back or punch back ? let's say la , if u punch back, will he hit u back ? den the case will end with fighting ? FIGHTING is not necessary, And fighting is not the way to solve problem..!!)

after i admit, he want me to pay half to his repair fees too,
WTF , this is totally over... fine, cos i have being threaten. so agree 1st...
X guy said " if i cant get money from u, i will find ur fren to get the money !!"

ok after that, all go back d.
den my fren fetch me back home. my motor left at my fren house to let him call ppl repair.

after that, this is confidential's story d ...i cannot tell too much here.
All i can say is , i suffer some light injuries on legs and hand and forehead.
den now is quite ok , but whole body still feel pain every where after the impact until now typing the blog...

This incident a , really made me cant concentrate in my mid-term exams ..
during DCS mock test, i go out to answer phone call from X guy and my fren for times.
luckly it is a mock test. den today friday's ED 1 mid-term, i feel unsatisfy with my way to solve the question.
cant perform the best, due to "some and this " incident... made my mind cant calm down ..

haiz... test d passed .
now need to focus in my ED 1 reports d , still have many experiment report haven done.
this weekend need to finish up all of them d...
cos week 9,
i have another 2 mid-term test
DSA and DCS

....

what a "_________" day/week...

hope that tmr will be better and future sure have to be better !!

p/s: thanks to friends who concern bout me, and helped me..
p/s: I hope UTAR will really look up into this issue, this is a serious case
because this including threatening and crime.