kinda ...

these few weeks, dunno busy or pretending busy ,
got many things to be done, but all seem like nothing.
yet still dunno i busy for what ?
busy concerning bout the Malaysia's news ? other ppl's problem ?
i dunno why i always take other ppl's or social's thing to be concern in my path.
why dun i just take care of myself better to do the pointless and meaningless concerning ?

mayb i just cannot put down my things...
but i surely the kind who need socialise with ppl at anytime.
cos i like to share my experiences with my fren.

just i feel, feel very weird during this semester.
i no longer myself... i ... i ... i have to evolution ?
nope...
mayb 树欲静而风不止吧。。。

but i think i still can cope with it, just dunno one day or else...
i mayb will "chibaboom" only...
mayb it is a internal conflict with myself .

haiz... i dunno how to describe it...
negative negative negative keep on coming ...
is there any positive coming towards me ?